Gokudera Hayato

Grey... that explains a few things, doesn't it? Oh well, I have a nagging feeling that I've been alone and looked down upon before, this is hardly different... and I can care less what everyone here thinks of me.

I've remembered some things, I might as well list them for my own reference;

- My name is Gokudera Hayato.
- I use the dynamite as a weapon.
- 'Jyuudaime'... this is very important, I don't know why, but I feel a pang in my chest when I say it.
- I don't think I like baseball.

But, I have a name.

No home... but a name. I can live with that.

[Please note that this entire entry will be hard to read- he's writing this while his wings are coming out. So it's a bit scribbly and shaky, but you can make out some of it. I mean, there's not much. x3 He needs help and has too much pride to ask.]

F-Fuck.

I... didn't think.


The pain.

S-So much blood.








help

Well, the pain has escalated and I guess- wings, right? it's going to happen soon. I'm not sure how I feel about that, but if getting the suckers out of my back will make the pain go away, then I'm ready for it.

...

They remembered their names, I want to remember mine too.

Tch... What the fuck is this all about? I don't know what's going on, where I am, or who I am exactly. All I know is that I woke up with one hell of a damn headache, and found that I had a lot of explosives on me.

What the hell.

That's dangerous, you know. But I also found a pack of smokes, tch... I guess I used to like the stuff or whatever. It goes down well enough. But now that I have the nicotine working in my system I feel less agitated.

But... oi. That doesn't mean I don't want answers. The most important thing I want to know is...

What the fuck is my name.

And I guess it's a good thing I have one of these. I can record what happens day-to-day so in case I ever get this damn amnesia again, I can at least read back and see what kind've shit I was doing. And make notes on what I'm feeling. Speaking of...

Note; Headache isn't going away, now my back is starting to ache just a bit. Will comment further when if/when it goes away.